Why not me?

Over the years many friends and acquaintances (mostly gay men) have told me that they were molested during their pre-teen years (12ish-14ish). Oddly enough, none of these people seemed bothered by what happened. I suppose at 13 is when a boy's hormones really kick into overdrive, so perhaps a little nooky-nooky with the gym teacher after class was acutally hot. In fact, I knew someone who actually gave his PE teacher blowjobs in exchange for an A in the class.It's digusting stories like this that really make me sick. I mean, it's just so wrong and outrageous! Who do these people think they are!?!?!

How come no one molested me when I was in junior high???????????? Was I too ugly? Was I too skinny? Did I smell? Was it all of the above? Did I have a reputation of being a tattle tale? I guess I will never know, but believe me you that I am forever bitter about this. I feel as though I have been robbed of a vital part of my pre-teenage years that can never be recovered......you know, sort of like not going to a school dance or winning that spelling bee. Why didn't any of my teachers want to rape me? I struggled to get just a B in gym class in 8th grade and now I find out all I had to do was suck a little dick? God, I would have even given up my butt virginity for just a few lousy extra points.