I Hate My Job
I wonder how many bloggers out there have made this post? In fact, I wonder how many people right now feel this way? I don't even know if "hate" is a strong enough adjective. Perhaps "loathe" is more appropriate?
Yeah yeah...everyone hates their job. I have probably even bitched about this before but I have decided it's finally official. I HATE my job. I think cutting back my hours to part time back in September to accomodate my school schedule really put this hatred into perspective. Suddenly i shed all of this bitterness and anger that i didn't even realize I had. I was always annoyed with my job. I mean, it's just so monotonous and mind numbing that it's no wonder most of my coworkers who have been doing this for 20 or more years have become brain dead empty shells that simply "do" and no longer "think". It takes every ounce of self control to come into work everyday with a smile and not randomly punch and stab people. I thank Allah everyday for blessing me with my incredible acting skills so people actually think I give two shits about what's going on. I think the most frustrating part is the lack of coworkers that I can relate too. I miss the days when I worked with people my age that I could grab a drink with after work. If I wasn't pursuing an advanced degree right now I think I would have just quit my job and became a gypsy......or a male escort. Whichever makes more money (or has the most sex with the hottest guys).