I have never considered myself a control freak but perhaps I have been wrong. I have almost always felt very in control of my life. Today is an exception. I am coming to the realization that I have some issues that I cannot control and that need to be addressed. Unfortunately, I am not sure if I can determine exactly what these issues are or where they came from. I just know I am very confused and not being in control is a frightening feeling.
If this doesn't make sense it's ok. I am writing today strictly for my own sanity in the hopes that letting my thoughts run across the screen will help me get a better grasp of the situation.
I can't wait to go to bed tonight!